Me
Wednesday, 09 January 2008

Hi, I'm Ipo. I'm told I am very handsome. Some people also say that I'm the sweetest dog in the world and very patient. My little sister takes advantage of me. I let her but I really don't like it when she clamps on to my lower lip and hanges from it.

Image I’m now in my third major phase of conscious life. I don’t count the time with my biological mother as conscious.

In my first phase I was concerned only with survival. I was very lonely and wondered the streets looking for food. My foot was broken, nobody showed me any caring and I almost died. At some point I was captured and put into a cage. I gave up.

I sat in the back of my cage and didn’t move or even look at anyone. Sometimes people would come and look at me but I wouldn’t try to make any connection with them so they didn’t care about me either.
One day my now mom and dad came and took me out of my cage. My big brother was there too. I ignored them all… and they let me do that. Somehow they saw who I was anyway. They took me home and I entered the second phase of my life.

I spent my years learning to trust. My big brother was so great! He knew everything and I followed him around. Mom and Dad taught me lots of things too. I got to absorb lots of love, learned that world was not going to hurt me, and got to do what I wanted without fear. I had a family, a home! I had leaders and my job was to let them love me.

Eventually my big brother died. I was so sad, but that started the third phase of my life.

I grieved for a while and when I came out of that everything was changed. I no longer had a big brother to show me what to do and I had to find my own place in my family. Instead of just taking in all the love and gentleness, I learned to actively give myself. I took responsibility for keeping watch over my family. It’s not too hard for me since I don’t have to do anything other than let my parents know what it going on. When mom or dad find out, they always know what to do.

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My Little Sister
I’m not afraid of the dark or thunder anymore. Whenever I go outside I stand up tall and look around, smell the air, and tell mom and dad what I see. After that I can go have fun. I don’t like when big dogs get too rough with my little sister. I tell them to calm down and they do. It turns out that I’m big. I don’t like conflict and others seem to calm down around me.

I like to lie down near Mom and Dad until I get tired. Then I go off to my place to sleep. My bedtime is 10pm.

 
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